Hand in Hand

Hand in hand when you needed most

This was a picture, that i took during chinese new year this year...at that moment i was very happy after the suggestion from Jane that we need a big family reunion...

So due to our house is small & not able to fit in, therefore we did not have any big dinner occasion in the house....however, we manage to do a lou hei in the house

This is a picture where everyone is enjoying the moment of lou hei...........

At that time, i could feel the big bond between each of everyone in the family...start from mum, dad, sister, brother, aunty & each of their partner & family member...i am so happy at that moment & thanks to Jane.

I would even hope for more of this event in the future

However, after what happened yesterday, 25August2011, i could not believe on this day which is also another day that i should be very happy has turned me into a very sad man, that moment the tears are from my eye, drip like the water in the tab....

I asked myself, is this what i deserved after trying to be good to you. Is this what you want me to have when i have planned for each of everyone in the family?

Is this what you called as caring? Is the caring or its more of your stingy or pride in front of your friend?

Should i keep saying that i love you? Should i keep calling you..........

Or i would asked, do you ever care & think of me in my own perspective?...............

Life seem to be with opportunity or obstacle!!!

Car-scene Night view in Bangkok

This picture could have given me an impression that the route is not easy as it full with obstacle (car) & also something called opportunity (the road seem to have lot of space for each car to overtake)...Different perspective to be able to be view from single thing.

Is this is what life supposed to be? Me at my early 30s..need to start all over again...or to back to the old path which i got what i want & may loss on the other hand...


What i intend to write here..i am confused..Where should i go? Stop & turn back or to move on..


Year 2011 & 2012 another new path for me to move on with Jane & soon a little one...a little love that will create a new atmosphere for me & Jane...


Would really want to refresh back what have happened & I promised that from now on, I would listen to no one but only myself..Life could be a lot of choices & just assure no third regret in future

A picture of good food after hard day work