Refresh Year 2011

Sitting in a Causeway Link bus going back to a city that I have been working
Refreshing back on the things that happened last week...
Start with announcement of my last semester result, even it is not as what I have expected but I managed to get over it & waiting for my final semester & to strive even more
Then it would be my christmas & wedding anniversary with Jane..
For the passed 2 years, we have been together celebrating many sweet memory & moment together
Japan, life of moving in Singapore, Bangkok, n finally the best part so far which is parenthood
For the passed 2months, I have been traveling from Sg-Kl & return
Every weekends that I spent with her is always not enough & would always be wonderful
Visiting gynae, seeing the development moment of the new life in her is always the best & nothing could have been better...
Buying new cloth for our little girl & giving her the best blessing will always be the greatest things that we would be doing
Dear Jane & daughter, I would be always there for you till the end of everything
Loved Frankie

Jane at 34 weeks

A moment to wait

This will be my 3rd time waiting for the moment to arrive after the last one in Bangkok
At this moment, i keep asking & wonder what will be the outcome later...
Will that be as per what i have expected? Or will it be bad...
Anyway, no matter what i know i have put in enough effort & know that there should be no regret when i see it.............

Picture downloaded from internet

A new stage of life

Its a new stage of life, in this moment, you should be wonder what would be the new life after she is born..what would you be able to give her, what you the best for her & what would be the best you would choose for her...at that very moment all this question that came across my mind...until the moment i felt her heart beats, her kicks and her movements..i was telling myself...all this moment is something that i should cherish & appreciate it with my beloved Jane..
Jane, thanks for all the hard effort that you have done to bring her to this world..

Taken on 10 Dec 2011 - 30 weeks

Hand in Hand

Hand in hand when you needed most

This was a picture, that i took during chinese new year this year...at that moment i was very happy after the suggestion from Jane that we need a big family reunion...

So due to our house is small & not able to fit in, therefore we did not have any big dinner occasion in the house....however, we manage to do a lou hei in the house

This is a picture where everyone is enjoying the moment of lou hei...........

At that time, i could feel the big bond between each of everyone in the family...start from mum, dad, sister, brother, aunty & each of their partner & family member...i am so happy at that moment & thanks to Jane.

I would even hope for more of this event in the future

However, after what happened yesterday, 25August2011, i could not believe on this day which is also another day that i should be very happy has turned me into a very sad man, that moment the tears are from my eye, drip like the water in the tab....

I asked myself, is this what i deserved after trying to be good to you. Is this what you want me to have when i have planned for each of everyone in the family?

Is this what you called as caring? Is the caring or its more of your stingy or pride in front of your friend?

Should i keep saying that i love you? Should i keep calling you..........

Or i would asked, do you ever care & think of me in my own perspective?...............

Life seem to be with opportunity or obstacle!!!

Car-scene Night view in Bangkok

This picture could have given me an impression that the route is not easy as it full with obstacle (car) & also something called opportunity (the road seem to have lot of space for each car to overtake)...Different perspective to be able to be view from single thing.

Is this is what life supposed to be? Me at my early 30s..need to start all over again...or to back to the old path which i got what i want & may loss on the other hand...


What i intend to write here..i am confused..Where should i go? Stop & turn back or to move on..


Year 2011 & 2012 another new path for me to move on with Jane & soon a little one...a little love that will create a new atmosphere for me & Jane...


Would really want to refresh back what have happened & I promised that from now on, I would listen to no one but only myself..Life could be a lot of choices & just assure no third regret in future

A picture of good food after hard day work

我们的家。。。

Seeing this picture could actually refreshed my memories back to 20 years ago...where each of every one of us are playing, talking or even arguing without any worries at all...........
However time flies....each and everyone of us is far from each other or we could even meet one another once a year or even maybe less......
However all of them are my beloved family member...
Hey Ming, all the best in your new place, and
Lin, you too I know you have been through hard time but dont worry, we will be there for you always!!
Heng...you are the one that each of us worried most.....
However we know you can make us proud....

Well 2011 & 2012 will be a new challenging years for me & Jane
Jane...we will have a new path in our life now.
Thank you for it and  we will strive hard together and pray hard for courage and moment of joy to receive it...

I will always be there for us
The new word to learn is the first letter from my first name.....Frankie (Family).......我们的家。。。

Cherish the person you care most

Who are the person you care before you know your partner?

There are few dates that i will always remember before, i know Jane

These are the few date that i will remember until my last breath

19/1,25/8,31/10,23/12,6/4....these are the few person that i been for many years.........however, should i say the more you understand one another, the more complicated the relation will be, or should i say, the longer you spent your time with person at the above date, the longer you do not know how to appreciate until you lost one...........

When we knows that one day, one of this date will no longer be a moment that you will be laughing together, then why dont we spend more time together when you still have the opportunities...

However, why would be this be disappointment after disappointment....

Cant we learn how to cherish, or is cherish that hard to be from your heart............

How do you define how much you care?

How do you define how much you care for a person?
Should monetary weighing able to define how much you care for a person?

Should a small contribution of money able to change a life of a child in a poor country, why would the small monetary able to cause an argument in a developed place....

Does anyone care of what is the alternative to care rather than involve monetary?

What is more important then.....care or cash?